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desuCORE! (instrumental edition)

by desu

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1.
forgottensoul (intro) 03:35
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When you have certain experiences You respond with various emotions Stimulus responses Rage, is the response to the primary stimulus A thwart; something interfering with our Behavior, or actions And, the emotional response to love Is usually the result of A show of affection, or favors And so, many things and people Cause us to respond emotionally And in general that's good Though there are many factors involved in a personality And, a balance of emotions is important To a well-rounded personality Often times, I'll pull down all the shades Like I used to, just lay down, around For five or six hours, just alone Just lay in that bed, and get something back Just being away from people Is one of the most marvelous fulfillments A man like me can have But emotions out of control, well Let's take a look at a slice of everyday life To understand how some stimuli can bring about various emotional responses What might happen to you? Or to me? Or to (desuCORE!)? [Pre-Chorus] Fear is the response to loud noises Or loss of support [Chorus: desuCORE!] Did you forget? We spent years, happy times I'm gone? Just like that? I've ran out of time in your mind It's the absence of humanity It's a fulfillment so graceful That even God would understand if he invented them He'd probably do-do-do-do-do-do-do
2.
midnight 01:38
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Another day, another waste Laying in bed, I've had no taste of Some food in some days, is that okay? Would you shun me if we were still dates? We miss you and what we do and We miss the times we swooned over you Why couldn't we just treat you the right way? Make you happy for another day I watch the stars fading away All our memories no longer spark flames I don't remember you, yet I miss you Just how far have we fallen away from you? Can you and your gorgeous face just Leave and stop tainting our headspace? Every day I sit in pain as The thoughts of you won't go away It's been months, these thoughts are full force What if I hadn't driven us off course? What if I just treated you right? Would we still be calling at midnight?
3.
STRANDED 02:04
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I'm just standing here, stranded Take my photo, I'm candid I'm just pissed I invested All my time into your antics, classic Stranded In my mind, a big ant hill Thoughts are running fast, frantic, fact check, right past it I'm just standing here, stranded Take my photo I'm candid I guess it's all a big question Are we getting that time back?
4.
million miles away 03:18
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Can you see it in my eyes? The quick buildup of tears As you say goodbye Can you see it in my face? The way I quickly missed you Already we're a million miles away
5.
INTERNETBUNNY 02:08
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Someone's always on our back, snooping, always keeping track Paranoia central we're shaking from the Adderall Wish I got to know the Tumblr space, would've been right at my place We have access to it all, Twitter's got a callout ball Dodge before it nails you in the face Dodged a bullet, okay thanks E-date's got something to say Sure hope we aren't parting ways Hyperpop's what keeps us sane When thoughts of life just want to stay Who's gonna join my Twitter space? I just never show my face You never need to when your friends are on the Internet Skype and Minecraft, Discord hangout Redpilled, based, and VRChat You forgot you're real, when the realization settles in Remember you have YouTube, watch 10-hour Nyan Cat Could you leave our head? We need some space Two is enough, okay thanks Too much gloop inside our brain Leave our tears for some other day Skype VC, you're everything Don't wanna talk, just wanna hang Animal Jam clan RPs Black spiked collar, okay please E-date just won't leave my head, he'll stay rent-free until I'm dead He was way too perfect, always making me blush super red Had to mess it up and now I can't remember what he said I need to go to therapy, too many thoughts flooding my head Could you leave our head? We need some space Two is enough, okay thanks Too much gloop inside our brain Leave our tears for some other day Skype VC, you're everything Don't wanna talk, just wanna hang Animal Jam clan RPs Black spiked collar, okay please Don't remember anything Remember your sharp doggy fangs Make my hand bleed, bright blue veins Gusher blood, floss candy brains Minecraft Bedwars, rush the base Godbridge baby, that's the way Poss and bunny, super gay Soft and fuzzy squishy face
6.
rust 03:28
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Think I might be going crazy All my thoughts are feeling too hazy Everything feels corn maze-y I don't know where to go, I'm lost Oh, why do you keep on lying? The thought of no more you is frightening I wanted to stay by your side till we both ran out of time You slipped away Out of grasp Out of touch Everything surrounding me is slowly turning to rust Oh, why'd we have to rush things? We could've just taken our time Oh, why'd I have to crush things? I warned you so many times of both my life-sucking fangs They'll sink right in and hold on tight 'Till you feel yourself crashing Gone was the romance high How am I still standing? There rolls away your golden ring Never taking my mind off things Release my paws from these cuffs and chains There's countless people standing Not one of them has your pretty face My brain has a scar from your branding You haven't made me insane, but I'm the closest thing
7.
HIVEMIND 02:57
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She said she don't wanna take time, and it's alright But the way the sky matches her eyes, oh, what a sight She said she saw my heart and the way it fuels my insights I don't wanna tell her I'm a hivemind, because Sometimes I just wanna be on my own In hindsight, should've just put away the phone It's alright, I'll work it out when I'm all alone It's our night, and it's time to make a show In your mind, there's always too much hope And it's my job, to get you to stop takin' tokes of that Big pipe, can see your ego in a telescope It's high time to make some new horoscopes And I sit by, watching days tick by And your new job is takin' too much time out of Your time, how do you even cope with this New life? I think it's time we change the channel, 'cause In this new world there's too much going on and I Can't keep up with the current news and Netflix shows How do you expect me to keep you on track all the time? Expect me to make sure you're sleeping at the right time In this hivemind there's too much going on and I Can't keep up with my friends and it really shows Driving around and I'm wasting gas all the time Accidentally cutting the grass at the wrong time Oh, you're high-class? Take this flint and steel and light up all this Tallgrass, brushfire, put it out, dumping this Whole glass, it's too late, it's spreading all across the Landmass, should've paid attention in class She said it's just too hard finding new ways to learn about me The ground is too hard to stick in this golf tee Three years ago you laid in this grass next to me And now it's all up in flames, this is bad, highkey Would you forgive me? If I said all of this was putting me in misery Would you forget all the mistakes I made over some tea? Under the plum tree, when we turned 18 And I just can't stop remembering the way you looked at me Clinging to the thoughts, I want you to be my ecstasy Wondering if you still remember me If you still remember me In this new world there's too much going on and I Can't keep up with the current news and Netflix shows How do you expect me to keep you on track all the time? Expect me to make sure you're sleeping at the right time In this hivemind there's too much going on and I Can't keep up with my friends and it really shows Driving around and I'm wasting gas all the time Accidentally cutting the grass at the wrong time
8.
pain = bestfriend 01:41
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Lost in regret I feel so deeply I can't seem to find a means of ground Lost in regret I feel so deeply I can't seem to find a means of ground Hear, regret Say the words Don't cry, don't cry, it won't end Pain will always be my friend Don't cry, don't cry, it won't end Pain will always be my friend Don't cry, don't cry, it won't end Pain will always be my friend Don't cry, don't cry, it won't end Pain will always be my friend
9.
urwish (interlude) 02:54
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You never got to see me Out of my head We never got to see What I would've said I miss the days when we would Lay in my bed Reminiscing on times we Had in the past, in the past (Oooh) I miss the days when you Wouldn't say that you were Better off dead Oh, better off dead How should I feel now that your Wish is granted? Should I be glad or sad that You never got the credit That you deserved Oh, you deserved so greatly? I guess I'm glad that you Got your last wish
10.
cryptid 02:37
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In my head Pockets full of lead When will it end? Oh, cryptids, we're all dead Eyes and shadows down the stairway Eyes blur as the rope frays Shivers down my spine as the world sways You and I are going two separate ways Eyes and shadows down the stairway Eyes blur as the rope frays Shivers down my spine as the world sways You and I are going two separate ways In my head Oh, pockets full of lead When will it end? Oh, cryptids, we're all dead Eyes and shadows down the stairway Eyes blur as the rope frays Shivers down my spine as the world sways You and I are going two separate ways (In my head) (Oh, pockets full of lead) (When will it end?) (Oh, cryptids, we're all dead)
11.
ANGELITE 01:49
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Ay! Whatchu doin' tonight? Not letting anyone go out and step on my pride Stepping carefully 'cause these heels are too high Wanna push me down? Go ahead and try Shatter like Angelite Not tryna pick a fight Just annoying you to fuel your anger and spite 'Cause you never give up, like Jesus Christ You're so uptight, waiting for your rage to ignite Shatter like Angelite You're mad! This turmoil is a constant (When will you just get your mind off of it?) I miss how things used to be when You weren't so obnoxious and full of it I'll be glad! When you're dead and out of it I'm tearing you apart, yeah, bit by bit I need you to shut up and stop throwing your fit I'm sick of it Hahaha! Not this tonight Not letting anyone go out and step on my pride Stepping carefully 'cause these heels are too high Wanna push me down? Go ahead and try Shatter like Angelite Not tryna pick a fight Just annoying you to fuel your anger and spite 'Cause you never give up, like Jesus Christ You're so uptight, waiting for your rage to ignite Shatter like Angelite You're mad!
12.
monochrome 03:33
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Why would I wanna live my life in monochrome? It's gone sour, lost the tone They're all gone, I'm all alone Just look out, I'm crying-prone Really tired of all this garbage Setting me out of my zone Never getting calls on my phone They've got the shine, they're made of chrome Should I go to sleep and leave? God, this headache, some Aleve May help me through the day, but metaphorical migraines Swallow up my insides and have me feeling numb every day Fuzzy feelings, I'm okay TV screen, I feel okay Scanlines all around my face Make me feel like a disgrace Lose my thoughts like every day But it's fine, i feel okay My leg goes numb as the string frays Gorgot the bed I used to lay in
13.
FLUTTER 03:06
14.
vase 03:04
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I can't seem to find a way out Endless maze surrounding me around Stuck forever in this town My feet feel disconnected from the ground Oh, can you see it in my eyes? The endless dread all the time? They fought again but that's fine I'll find a way out this time (I can't seem to find a way out) (Endless maze surrounding me around) (Stuck forever in this town) (My feet feel disconnected from the ground) (Oh, can you see it in my eyes?) (The endless dread all the time?) (They fought again but that's fine) (I'll find a way out this time) Too much water in this vase Overflowing, and its my cause All these flowers drowned in this pond But I smile, I keep my façade Oh, can you see it in my eyes? The endless dread all the time? They died again but that's fine I'll find a way out this time
15.
POTPOURRI (prod. siem spark x heyrick) 02:26
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Every time you talk to me, a cheese grater scrapes on my brain And everything you say to me goes in one ear and out the end Wanna stop hearing from you but I'm just too polite to ask Every convo with you is just another brainless task When will you leave me be? Your mental footprint's a lobotomy When will your red eyes see All my time ain't free-e-e Leaving me texts till 3 Let me clean all this debris first When will you leave me be? Quit spreading your potpourri Let me go, you're toxic Take a pH test, you're just carbon monoxious Setting off alarms and you're making me nauseous Keep my mind off it, you're running for office Head on your chest, mental pours out like a faucet You think I have time for you? God, please, now I've got other plans Going to the dance and making sure I satisfy my friends All of them are better than you despite every chance you had I still don't hear you walking out the door with your white checkered Vans Listen up, I'm sick of you, I've never even said that yet Which part of "I don't wanna talk right now" do you not even get? I just wanna move on with my life and let myself forget But you're so (CORE! CORE!) stressful, make me wanna taste a cigarette When will you leave me be? Your mental footprint's a lobotomy When will your red eyes see All my time ain't free-e-e Leaving me texts till 4 You make yourself such a chore (desuCORE!) When will you leave me be? Quit spreading your potpourri
16.
requiem 02:20
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When will you see that it's me But we don't know who is me When will you start to see You should take this seriously When will you realize That our day was not "okay" That we lie to ourselves So that we can still feel safe With ourselves as we think things That to the world we'd never tell That one day we'll all sink under To the endless depths of Hell And how long do we have to wait 'Till we never think again? It's been too long, death can catch me 'Till then I'll just pretend We're not here, we never were here Things are better off that way That we'll never have to suffer through Another dreadful day Every day feels the same Except the downsides build up more Every day gives us less reasons To keep going and to stay When we dissociate And forget who we ever were And what our face looks like, now tell me Why's that such a soothing world? World of darkness, thoughts surround us And visions make up our space Dark night meadows, purple colors In this fantastical place Where we close our eyes Everyone else thinks that we're asleep Honestly, with this world around us We're just in our escape
17.
wejustwantwings (outro) 06:26

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released July 4, 2022

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